The Diyraa .

Heyy blogie . Dira Ester Dilop is my name . I was born on July 30 1993 , 6.20 am .
As u cn see on ma pix , u must b thinkin dat im one of those emo kids .
Hurmm , basicaly im not an emo . But im more to goth . And recently , scene mode replaced evrythg . It fits in ma soul .
U can call me Dira ,DeeDee , Bibi . I was born as a christian with this name : Patricia . So , if i die 1 day , u'll c 'Patricia Diraester' written on ma gravestone . Ngaa ~
I can only describe maself with diz 2 words , RANDOM & UNPREDICTABLE .

RANDOM
I can be kind . Then i can be real mean .
I can switch my mood into emo , scene , goth , kawaii etc fequently in just a few seconds time.
I can cry tho nothing touched me . YES . Im soft hearted . I admit dat .
People call me 'congek' . Sum people call me drama queen . Dehh ! Wateva .
I can be real crazy if i feel GOOD !
Im childish ? arr . Im playful !
Terible mood swing huhh ? Plus minus laa .
I'm super duper chicky .

UNPREDICTABLE
Even tho im a soft hearted gal . I could sayy dat im having 2 souls in me .
Oni d 1 whu close 2 me noe d real me .
Wen i was in form 3 . I fought with ma damn bloody fool math teacher . I hate him .
He almost punch me on ma face cuz i shouted at him , haha . Silly me ! Up 2 u 2 believe it or not . But its tru . Dats happen in May 2008 . But , i got A for Math in PMR . Pheww ! Haa . Dats me on the unpredictable side . Im a smoker . HEAVY SMOKER . I took drug before . Nospen & Ketamine was my addiction . But i manage stop n i made it ! Also i drink a lots b4 . Now , kurengg . Hehe .

Herrm . I dun have much words 2 describe maself anymor . I hate skul . Seriously .
People always sayy i have dat perfect brain 2 study , but i waste it . Its tru .
But i realy hate 2 study , what more can i sayy ? I noe sumtym i failed 2 make ma parent happy .
Since im in form 1 , i neva touch ma homework , neva study hard & smart , oni open up ma books few hours b4 exam n did a quick revision . Sumtym it works , sumtym it didnt . Ngee ! Im noty , im d hell gal of ma class . Im talkative . Once i talk . I wont stop , unless im tired , hehe . Ma class reputation fell down becuz of me . Haha .
I was in the good class (1st class) . Since form 1 til form 5 .
Im not a loving person , also not luvable baa .
But i dont care if people hate me , up 2 them . Non of ma bsnes .
I love my family . My daddy & mommy n my lunatic bro . (:
I feel lucky dat i was born in this family tho sumtym we dun rly spent much tym 2gther .
But I still love them .(: